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April14
I’ve been a really happy girl lately! Yes, it’s true! Everyday I go to sleep with a smile on my face and I wake up with a smile too! Life has really been sweet for me lately, I never felt alone as friends were always around to accompany/support/back me; namely Gary! also Deborah, Enrique. I remembered in high school, where I was in an all girl’s school, everyone would fight over petty things; minor arguments, backstabbings and catfights comes around and goes around. Thankfully, my high school days are way over and I’m glad about it! College life hasn’t been much different but at least, I have friends who aren’t having the high school mentality anymore!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
I’ve been socializing heavily this month, I would be out of the house early in the morning (where sometimes I would bump into Gary in the elevator and we would start commenting or more like criticizing each other on how we look) and be back at night, if my mum were to be here, I’d be dead meat. Kantoi. Kanasai. For sure. Period. No doubt about it. Grounded forever. But, she’s not here!
those were the days
farewell gathering before I left for my studies in Penang & Heng Fai was testing his new phone’s camera, show off!I find myself really different compared to who I was a year ago. A year ago, I was still this fresh high school graduate who’s eager to start a new life in college as well as in a new hometown. Everything was expected to be fine and dandy but yes, the expectation came true but not without a series of mishaps that lead me to my self-discovery. I was previously a very argumentative person, who’s stubbornness and strongheaded attitude is well, not very likeable. I started college, trying to make friends everyone and yes I have mellowed down. I see everyone is so warm towards me, my walls just slowly broke down but I was still very much a strongheaded argumentative co-worker in my projects. I believe that everything has to be done in a certain manner and that I must foresee each and every transition. My projects were a sucess nevertheless but, I realized that I wasn’t happy because my friends distanced themselves from me. In turn, I realized my own faults and decided that I should change and changed indeed I have! Oh yea, hypocripsy comes into play too. I’m a master in it already by now.
a very fuyohhh friendship
I became a more lively, approachable person and I‘m even constantly laughed at for my LAME jokes. And, most important is, I’m always happy! I’m no longer the blank faced, blur, snobbish looking girl that I used to be! I had this awakening that for me to be accepted by others, I should lower my guards down and take risks in approaching people! If first attempt fails, try again! Even with the people that I’ve previously had bad blood with, namely Enrique, we argued massively way back in the first semester but now, in the fourth semester, we’re best buddies! We’re actually telling each other our dirty little secrets!
friends & acquaintances, plus a fishy lecturer
I’m looking forward to patch up things with my other classmates, hoping that in time, we would be as we were in the first semester where everyone took risks and let their guard down to familliarize with their new acquaintances. One thing is, I hope that the marginalized groups in the class would eventually vanish and everyone is harmonically co-existing together. Sounds a little naive I know, but like what I said, if first attempt fails, try again!
the good ol’ days
I’ve garnered alot of solid friendships throughout my college life and I truly and dearly appreciate the friendships I ha
ve especially with Gary, Deborah and Enrique, not forgetting my brother, Brian. I’m glad I chose Penang as I could actually bridge in closer with my brother as we’ve always had this gap between us. He is constantly looking out for me and vice versa. Thank you very muchie!
ve especially with Gary, Deborah and Enrique, not forgetting my brother, Brian. I’m glad I chose Penang as I could actually bridge in closer with my brother as we’ve always had this gap between us. He is constantly looking out for me and vice versa. Thank you very muchie!
So yea, as I’ve previously stated in one of my entries, 2007 didn’t start off well but I can see clearly that as time ticks on, life is slowly getting better for me! I’m constantly happy and smiling but still of course, I have my emo moments at times however, I have FRIENDS who are always backing me! I am happy, but I still have my emo moments la.
w850i, the phone that i’m targetting and that dang dugong Gary has it! Argh-ness!
Also, kudos to my mum who opted me to change my prepaid phoneline to postpaid! I dont’t have to worry about my credit limits anymore! Weeeeeeeeee~~ Basically I have an unlimited credit talktime but I’ve yet to abuse it! I don’t exactly talk much on the phone, but sms-ing? Oh dear it’s becoming my routine! I’ve had a marathon with Gary before, 5 days straight we sms-ed each other, morning till night and continue the next morning and on and on. Whether we were in college, he’s at work, I’m hanging out somewhere, we would just text and text and text! But that dugong would always drain his batteries before I do. LAME! And the marathon is getting even more massive! Oh dear! (note to self: Wendy, self-control!)
Alright, I think this shall be the end of this post. Secara kesimpulannya…
I’m HAPPY!
ps: my brother just bought me a pirated version of an i-pod nano! kick ass! RM100 only! at http://lelong.com.my
It looks damn similar to the real thing, only mine’s graphic and sound is bad-der, and mine’s SILVER.
Again, I’m loving my new cap! <3
More in the next post!
