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September25
Have you ever asked yourself when you’re in your moody moments,
“Why are you torturing yourself?”
My friends asked me,
“Wendy, are you alright? What’s bothering you?”
Me, being the wet blanket as I’ve always have been, shrugs them away but either with a mere respond or, no respond at all. Mood swings.
Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I know, my friends do care and they want to help but sometimes there are certain special cases (like me) that are cannot be helped. Yes, I am that helpless of a person. For God so please help me. I guess being a 19 year old is taking it’s toll on me, I feel like I’m counting down the days to the end of my life, but in this case, it’s the life as a teenager. Yes, this is my last year where my age starts with a one. After that, no more tenteen for me. It’s twenty.
I am getting old. I can no more kid around! I am going to be, responsible for my own made mistakes. I’m gonna be my own woman. So much of upcoming responsibilities, it scares the shit out of me. I still wanna be a kid and kid around. I loved being called a youth. Adulthood, slow down okay. Hold your horses pleaseeeeeeeeee.
Anyhow, I’m embracing my growth. With full pride and eager. In the span of 19 years of my life, I’ve went through a hell of a life, very very exciting indeed; alongside my family, friends, acquaintances and companions.
I’m eager to grow into an adult, but I’m just not ready to stop being a teenager.
♥ Wendy
You can always be in your twenteens like me ^_^