Dear YOU.

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August8
The day is getting closer, it’s almost time to say goodbye. I don’t talk to you as often since you began working, and that’s fine with me. You have your priorities, I understand. But still, sometimes I do wish you‘d be a little more rational and logical at times, yes you may think you’re correct at all times but have you considered the possibilities that you might actually be wrong? Despite all of these shenanigans that I have encountered countless times with you, I still do appreciate you as always. Although you always have your jokes with the no pun intended air quotes embedded that you’d expect me to understand and get it on the first go, honestly speaking, I don’t get it most of the time. Your jokes are mostly funny, only to yourself. Ha!

I try to make the effort by lessening your burden because I don’t want you to juggle work and so many other personal things till everything goes haywire. And believe me it’s not going to be easy, because in the next few days I’ll be leaving you for quite some time. At this point now even before my departure I am deeply saddened by the fact that I won’t be able to see you as often like I used to, I hate that fact the most because I don’t feel lonely with you although at most times I’ll abandon you when you venture into those gadget/computer/technology outlets. and you stay there to look look see see for like, forever. Seriously, you are such a geek OMG la. Learn to live and let go a little can? Just because I called you an uncle all the time, doesn’t mean you have to actually be one. Uncle, Apek, Ah Suk, Ah Pak. They’re all the same and you’re every one of them so stop it la adui. Gosh I’m such a hopeless romantic, help me please.

I’ve been weeping at home, silently locked in my room away from the awareness of my mum, that I was to leave you and the place I called home for the past 2 years. What’s there not to be missed about home, it’s where I had my sweetest memories in my 20 year life span and I’m about to leave it all behind me. Chatting with you is like a total pain the ass, not more than 5 messages, you would be “brb I need breakfast, brb work” or worse still, no reply at all. ROAR nevermind about that. 3 months is not long, it’ll end very fast they told me. Yes I do hope so! And one thing I hate is, KL is such a vast place, it’s not like I can travel around as easily like in Penang, so for me to explore KL would be quite, a problem. And I have no car! Not like I can afford to maintain a car in KL anyways because JUICE don’t pay me! Kau meng ah! Dim gai ah!

Bah humbug, it’s still 3 freakin’ months okay but I’m keeping my fingers and toes crossed hoping that I’ll be strong enough to endure and get through. I am pensive although I believe, I will definitely survive albeit my brother is actually charging me rental fees for staying with him in KL (wtf!) T_T and worse still, there is no internet in the house?! I will definitely have some really lonely nights in KL at home without internet. So, hello to the nearest Old Town/Starbucks/Coffee Bean or any cafe outlets with wi-fi. You’ll probably have me as your most loyal customer during night time in the next 3 months. I need my internet can! I know I don’t show my affections or feelings much but I hope you understand, it’s not easy to truly express your feelings. I don’t have the express sajalah attitude.

I’ve been packing for the past few days and I am still not done. It’s like, I don’t wanna leave and I so don’t wanna finish packing. I can’t bring myself to pack up and leave. And thinking back in the past where I was so excited to finish my college life and get on with my internship, now it’s like deja-vu but in a reversed manner. Why am I all self-bickering now? I’m like contradicting how I was few months back. And I blame you for that. Why you say so? Just because. I like ar. Blek.

I’ll be bringing a giant luggage of clothes with me, a laptop that belongs to you, and high hopes that I won’t cry, which is pretty much impossible as my waterworks manages to flow out every single time emotions peak in me. I’m gonna miss so many people and so many places that I have frequent, namely KDU, Gurney Plaza a.k.a my second home, Tom Yam at Jalan Burma, Batu Ferringhi, and my new favourite area, Balik Pulau Hahaha, why I like it? Beats me, go figure. They do have nice pasembur there though. Yums. And please take care of my precious lovelies that I’ve handed to you because I couldn’t take them with me. Bummer.



At long last, Monday’s the day. The day that I dread. I probably won’t be back in Penang anytime soon in the next few weeks or months. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO BITTERSWEET LA! So long Penang, it’s good to have called you home for the past 2 years, swell memories has been made here as well as you who had the nerve to barge into my life at one of the most crucial moments of my life and helping me see things in a different angle. Taking me travelling all over, filling my tummy with tons of food that I can only thank you so much for as well as answering my inquisitive questions about the opposite gender, geeky stuffs and of course, your lame jokes.



So thank you and I love you. ?

? Wendy

12 Comments to

“Dear YOU.”

  1. On August 8th, 2008 at 9:08 am Ichitaka Leingod Says:

    Sweet betul… no need to worry, KL people will take care of u this time!

    be brave and 3 months will go *poof* in a flash…

  2. On August 8th, 2008 at 9:55 am Anna Says:

    OMG… I almost cry reading your post…
    so sweet yet so sad…
    Anyways, you know KL Shouters got your back k…

  3. On August 8th, 2008 at 10:09 am j?ss.T Says:

    i know how u feel wenz.. it’s like the person is here n there but it’s hard to spend yr time w him

    chin up. u have us =)
    *hugs*

  4. On August 8th, 2008 at 3:33 pm Aaron@AxiaL Says:

    To agogoboss,
    Come KL Together-gather sama Wenster! XD
    Your bro charge you rental dang. I zadao.

  5. On August 8th, 2008 at 4:24 pm Hugo Lim Says:

    agogo boss loves you okiee..
    sek sai nei…

    hmm.. i dont express well in words but you know how important you are to me.

    I love you too =)

  6. On August 9th, 2008 at 9:31 am Ricky Tan Says:

    well.. 3month is very fast and kl is not tat bad also cheer wendy~

  7. On August 10th, 2008 at 8:40 am millymin Says:

    sweet nyerr~~~

  8. On August 10th, 2008 at 5:25 pm GavC Says:

    OMg you’re leaving dee? Dang, i gonna miss ur wendy-super-pinching so much lerr…
    my body without blue black is soooo not nice..
    haha, anyway do take care of urself man! ain’t no worries =D

  9. On August 10th, 2008 at 9:07 pm kxin Says:

    in KL 3 months is very fast dun worry! We will jaga Hugo here for you

    technologies and telecommunication connects and shorten the distance!! =)

    Take care!

  10. On August 10th, 2008 at 9:16 pm kxin Says:

    Smile Be happy always =)

  11. On August 12th, 2008 at 12:28 pm angelinemiss Says:

    wendyyy…
    mai so sadddddd….
    kl got its fun oso geh…
    plus 3 mths really fast… i sked u’ll reluctant to leave kl instead. . miss ya~ *huggiesss~

  12. On August 13th, 2008 at 4:09 am Jessica Says:

    like what they said, KL shouters do back you up always. so don’t worry about getting all lonely and emo la. KL is not that saddening punnn..we’re happy people here!

    ur brother call you to pay for rental?! @_@ gosh..it only make sense if only he ask you to pay for the bill SAJA.

    and trust me, u gonna be so PRO in LRTs and busses in no time! I’ve live in si ulu-situpiak-city kat CBJ (konon intelligent city)..and i still survive for all these years!

    so have faith and be optimistic! we gonna have our long-promised unagi feast soon!

    cheer up ^_^

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