I AM SO FREAKING HOME NOW! 
And I’m wearing my new dress that I bought online, yay happy! 
The task of packing up my stuffs and shipping it back to Ipoh and then Penang was no fun, so many things although it was just a 3 month stint in KL! Imagine if I were to be away for years and then to bring all my stuffs back, OMG!
I’m still at the state where, I don’t feel like I have a goal in life, there’s so many things I wanna do and there are so many restrictions. 
I know they say, you’ll find your own way to it and yada yada yada, but I don’t think I am that capable of pulling strings to get me forward. I want to go abroad, but there is, restrictions. I wanna travel, but there is restrictions. I want Hugo to be more less of a piece of log but there is restrictions. I wanna find out what is my purpose in life, and yet there is restrictions! Everything is restricted goddamit! 
I dream of being a happy teenager transcending into a happy young adult, doing whatever I want like e.g. studying happily in the land of kangaroos and koalas or something.And I had such a bizarre dream yesterday night, I was like in my mid or late twenties, and I’m a mom with the cutest baby ever! :x Rosy cheeks, ivory skin, cute as a button and I see myself being so so so happy smiling from ear to ear! And yea my mum was pretty happy to be a grandma too. Is that actually my inner voice telling me something? Hmmm nah, not now. There’s still much way ahead before I get to this stage.
Bah, I think I need a reality check and stop dreaming.
♥ Wendy
:x muaksss..
thanks for the haircut ya B-)
reality check:
hugo is still around, check!
hugo is still thinking of going oversea to study, check!
hugo is working hard to make ends meet, check!
hugo is improving from log, check!
hugo likes babies, check!
hugo’s swimsuit, eh?
melissa –> hugo : u allowed wendy to cut ur hair??? what were u thinking? i know love is blind, but am not aware that “it makes ones’ blind”
hope u r still looking good 
He is still fineeeeee after the hair cut! Nothing drastic la, just abit of trim on the fringe and the burns.
Go slow…
not easy to know out way in our life…
Just steady and calm and you will see it soon~