(pun intended to the title)

I’m not sure whether my brain is functioning well or not, because at any time given I could just snap.

Hormones maybe? And I particularly am not a big fan of being yelled at, and being ignored for the sake of gaming and coding or whatever shit. I nag because I careeeee but if it’s unheard, so be it.

But anyhoo, that’s not the point of this post.

Silly things aside, I have been thinking and thinking and thinking of my plans after college. And I’ve made up my decision.

I’m going back to college again, yes I’m stuck to KDU for life. Somebody take me far far away please.

Today’s my first day as a degree student, I’m currently doing my Bachelors of Communication and dang it, it’s an Honours degree. And who the hell starts classes at the smack end of the year? And looking through the tasks needed to be carried out although considering it’s a 2 semester per year programme, it’s pretty packed. So much of readings to be doneeeeeeeeeeeeee! And only a few of my classmates joined in, alongside quite a number of students from other colleges, which is kinda saddening really and I wanted to go abroad so badly but what’s done is done. I shall live a happy life stuck here, not that I’m complaining la but experiencing different things would be nice. Just like my 3 months in KL, and I’m not allowed to study in KL!

Other than that, that’s about how my year is ending. Nothing really happy about it actually, it’s still the same old mundane life I’ve been having. It’s been just routine and everything but at least, I found something to keep me occupied by attending classes and babysitting Lim Ah Meow.

And I’m just hoping that I don’t have to miss class during February because I have to go all the way back to Ipoh to babysit my cats and dogs because everyone in the house is going overseas except for me. Yes everyone in the house, which includes my mum, my dad, my two brothers and their significant others. And what am I left with? I’m stuck at home! I had no holiday during my holidays and now I have to skip classes in expense for other people’s holidays. How would you feel about that if you were me? I’m not saying this because I’m angry but just that, I’m the one with the least travelling holidays in the house, and all I ever do is stay at home. Can’t I be the one going out and enjoy instead?

My own boyfriend is neglecting me for his beloved computer and whatever monitor or crapshit bullshit gadget he buys and now even my own family is planning their own little escapade without me. Am I really that bad that everyone’s leaving me behind?

I don’t have an answer to that, and back to my mundane life now, bye.

♥ Wendy