It’s been a week since Chinese New Year and how time flies when you’re having fun. 
Bringing Lim Ah Meow home was sorta a bad decision as the dogs and Ett Ett didn’t exactly liked her so she was confined to the inside of the house, and she made it her kingdom. Especially the kitchen. However, after she’s back in Penang, she looked so much better since this is familiar grounds. I’m glad to have company at home, really.
I’m not sure whether how am I with degree. In a way I don’t think I’m coping, I’m feeling a little aloof and lost, I’m not saying that I wanna give up but it’s just that, I do pay alot of attention during lectures and tutorials but the readings given doesn’t even match the outline given for the course. Assignments wise, I think most of us are as lost as ever. Maybe we’re still the spoon fed bunch in diploma, but seriously feeling more lost than ever?
I’m trying my best if it’s still to no avail, then gone case la. 
However, during my Chinese New Year break it’s been a fun yet a dramatic one. Freakin’ hot as hell too back in Ipoh, and doing the mandatory visits to relative’s houses was not much fun either, just seeing it as a must do on the list. The fun actually started during my last days in Ipoh, going back Penang earlier was a good decision. I find it really ironic that the saying goes we don’t need money to buy happiness but most of the time we do stress because of money issues. Does that happen to you? I know I do, and I don’t ask for much actually, I just want my monthly allowance of 300bucks regardless whether it’s enough to last me a month or not. I’m frugal enough to survive I guess, most of the time I always have balance for savings.
When I was back in Penang, first thing I felt was peace and tranquility. Seriously, compared to my Ipoh home, Penang is like some zen place because back in Ipoh it’s just so noisy and busy. People say I’m unappreciative, because I don’t care about Ipoh anymore but when my commitments are in Penang, what am I to do?
I’m always a quiet person, I can be loud crazy if I want to but I’m always thinking, my brain is always working and sometimes it’s good to sit back and analyze people so that’s why I’m always quiet. It’s not that I’m being anti social but that’s who I’ve came to be. I used to be loud spontaneous rambunctious, I still am that person but now I’m more cool, calm and collected because most of the time, I think my mistakes are made when my words came out without going through my brain. So yea, I’m taking a more matured approach with things and if you can see, I’m much more serious about things compared to who I was in the past.
Nowadays, I don’t hang out with people as often as I do last time, and I think it’s for the better. I had more time for myself and my responsibilities as to for others. Plus I learned to be careful with people, I find it hard when I get to close to someone, it actually spoils the relationship and I prefer a barrier to keep things cool.
I have people saying that I’ve grown up and matured , and yes I do think I have. Although sometimes I think that the things I’m carrying are too heavy of a burden, and I have no where to go and no way to salvage my dire self.
Well that’s life for me right now, and I’m not complaining! Just sharing. 
? Wendy
wahhh the picture of Lim Ah Meow so goooood! who took one!!!
ahbeee bear with me! we will get through this together. afterall, I’m still alive living and kicking after attending degree class ma ^
^ heheh
Ta degree, sai mak keng ahhh (quoted and modified from Sun Wu Kong’s)
nice pussy shot wor.. kekekeke
yeap, it’s quite true when u said it’s happier to be at the place where you have your commitments. becz when i’m back at ipoh, i miss life and friends at KL.
well, we spent most of our time at where we are now…
and ironically, there’s not much an excitement for CNY dy. guess when u’re growing older..or even working, the feeling just change. >.<”
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