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Take care you both.

Refreshing me about  my memory of my father and me .

My dad had lung cancer 13 years ago , I seen those treament you mention there , until today  I still can see the picture , how my father suffer from the treatment.

He can’t eat or even drink for the last four month , all the food we put inside in mouth came out through his nose.

One middle of the night around 4 am , that night , my father just sleep beside me , and suddenly  i heard a sound like water pouring out from the water tap so loud, wakes me up, and I saw blood coming out from my dads nose and mouth.

Thats the last time I saw my father , chinese new year 2002.

I cry once , after one week he past away.  

I don’t know why , is been so many years , no matter why I go , or what I do , even when the time I was driving  alone, I just feel like someone is be v me and I never feel alone.

Even eating BAK KUT TEH , I still pratice the way how the way my father use to PAU TEH .

Every year I travel back to Taiping and butterwoth, I feels like he is travelling with me . 

And  I still remember how my father teach me to pikat gal when I was in FORM ONE … ^.^

For many people would think ,is something that everyone have to face one day , SHEN LAO PIN SHI .

But for me, is feels just like a dream until today. 

I dunno y i write this in your comment , mayb we had some in common experience , your are 21 , and i’m 18 at that time someone we love leaves us .

I can truly feel the pain in your heart .

And I know , some day some how this PAIN in your heart will makes you very very strong . 

Take Care  Wendy .   

keep it kicking!!! 8-}